I have always loved crafting of any sort and my love of sewing started young. However apart from the odd hand sewn cushion and the usual replacement buttons and trouser hems I have not participated in any serious sewing using a machine since GCSE Textiles which is oh so long ago (twelve years to be exact!). Since then I have been lusting after sewing projects and have been collecting vast amounts of new and vintage fabric for years, so last autumn I bought my first sewing machine. I thought I would crack open the box and dive straight into a project and before long I would be making so many lovely things, perhaps I could even open a shop for them on Etsy?! However when I took my darling machine out of the box, I was instantly struck with fear, what if I could not remember how to use it and what if I made a fool of myself? So I sadly left my lovely sewing machine untouched for nine months.
In March the Cath Kidston spring/summer catazine popped through my door and with sheer glee I flicked through each page before starting right from the beginning again to savour every delightful item. Whilst flicking through, something about a craft event caught my eye. It was being held after hours in eight different shops nationwide and I could barely believe it when I saw that one of the shops was the one most local to me, in Winchester (which takes an hour to drive to, but most retail destinations do when you live in the country!)
My initial excitement was quashed when reality hit and knew I would be terrified of making a fool of myself and only really accomplished sewers would attend such an event. So I put it out of my mind and got on with some baking and gardening. A little while later Nathan phoned about something or other and I happened to mention the event to him and without a moments hesitation he said that I should definitely go, that I had nothing to be nervous about and that I shouldn’t let such an opportunity pass me by. Bless my darling husband, he always knows exactly what to say and he is always so encouraging. A few moments later and with renewed excitement I rang the shop and reserved two places for my sister and I.
A month later Brooke and I arrived at the shop in Winchester where we were greeted by the lovely shop girls who had organised an evening tea party (with wine and soft drinks instead of tea!) with lots of sewing machines and chairs set out alongside tables for all of us to start working on the craft which was to make a tote bag. This is the same tote bag project that can be found in the book Sew! by Cath Kidston on page 123.
After some time to look around the shop and enjoy the nibbles and drinks we all sat down at the long tables and each of us were given a bag containing generous amounts of contrasting fabric, the pattern and instructions to make the bag. There were about thirty ladies at the event so were divided into two groups so that we each had enough space to work. Then the lovely shop manager Betty explained that due to the time constraints we would be divided into two groups (Brooke and I Opted for the second group) and we would each be able to cut the fabric for the main body of the bag and sew on the front pocket. She also made it very clear that if any of us want any guidance or assistance, we should not hesitate to ask as all the shop girls would be able to advise us. It was a relief to hear that the majority of people in the first group started to ask the shop girls for advice and tips, and slowly I was feeling a little better.
The time came for the first group to move onto the sewing machines. Which meant it was our turn to cut! Well who would have thought…it turns out that I can cut fabric successfully! Looking back at it now, I honestly couldn’t believe how nervous I was about doing something so ridiculously simple. Being a complete and utter perfectionist, I am very hard on myself if I do not attain perfection in the first instance and I think of the what ifs; what if my fabric is wonky, what if I mess everything up? Well I didn’t need to give in to my what ifs as I managed to cut in straight lines. A few of the shop girls saw me measuring and chalking so thoroughly that they congratulated me on my eye for detail. Slowly, but surely my nerves began to melt away and I began to feeling warm and fuzzy with happiness.
Then it was our turn to use the machines, whilst I felt scared of messing up my straight edges with wonky stitches, something clicked in my mind and I just thought why not, why not try and see what happens? What happened was I managed to sew a lovely straight line of stitches that secured the pocket onto the front of the bag. I managed to overcome my fear of not being good enough and I actually achieved something whilst having such great fun.
As Betty had explained, our time was limited so we just managed to cut the outer part of the bag and sew on the front pocket, so the rest was left for us to complete at home.
Happy Wednesday sweethearts
Love Morwenna
xoxo
Laura B Jenkins says
Sewing provides so much gratification! Watching pieces of fabric become something beautiful and/or useful at your very hand! The tote bag is wonderful…keep us posted on your next project…who knows, etsy may not be such a wild idea.xoxo
sadie says
oh how utterly lovely! Your bag turned out brilliantly well. You must be so pleased with it.
How nice to have a CK evening to go to like that. I wish, wish, wish we had a CK shop here.
xxx
Janie says
I'm glad you were brave and had such a wonderful experience! It seems like the further we go out of our comfort zones, the more rewarding it is. Bravo for Nathan for encouraging you! And the bag is totally darling. I love the contrasting lining with the little pocket (so cute!) and that button, adorable. I can see that you did a great job on the sewing. Now you can get busy on all that fabric you've been saving! xoxo
MerrieSherrie says
Congratulations, sweetie!!! Your bag is darling and you have sewn it so beautifully! The fabrics go so well together and I love the soft colors! What a wonderful gift! I am so proud of you for getting past those fears and now the whole world of making things from fabric opens up to you! Exciting!! Can't wait to see what you create next!! Lots of love and hugs, Sherry xxxx
Nancy Sussan says
Ahh gee they're liable to force you to become a Virgo with your unreasonable need for instant perfection. I am one and I think how sad. Imagine if everything were instantly perfect–how dull life would be. There would be none of the thrill of accomplishment, the wonder of learning and achieving more each day, the excitement of starting from scratch and becoming an expert as you go. Try and see what happens is my favorite thing in life! I wish someone had told you early on how special and talented you are and what a wonderful girl. Then you'd know something we all already know–you're ALREADY perfect.
I'm deep in envy over your access to Cath Kidston–her fabrics are the most charming of any out there. I live near a Shabby Chic store and you can order fabrics there but must order tons and they're way over priced so making a tote bag would be folly. But your CK tote is adorable beyond words and it looks like you did a wonderful job sewing it. I can't tell you about the buckets of fabrics and projects I ruined when starting to sew. And 45 years later, I still can't sew or cut perfectly straight. Maybe I'm the Sag! Well in my heart I am!
Keep up the sewing. It looks beautiful and you will enjoy the fun of creating something and the savings of doing it yourself. ♥
Rosinda says
Dearest Morwenna,
I remember when you purchased your Singer sewing machine last autumn! How wonderful that the Cath Kidston event encouraged you to begin sewing again and putting your talents to good use! Nathan is a such a sweetheart, always supporting and encouraging you!! I'm so glad you have gained more confidence, and are taking on sewing projects again! The bag is absolutely gorgeous. You did a wonderful job! Your Mother-in-law must have been thrilled with it, not only the pretty Cath Kidston material, but also that her daughter-in-law hand-made it with so much love and attention to detail. I absolutely love Cath Kidston. I am now using my new CK bag and I love it so much. You don't see anything like it here! Sending you lots of love and hugs. XOXO
the REAL girl says
Morwenna, It is adorable!!!!! Now you can make whatever you want—lovely aprons to wear in your shop, cloths for the table and baskets….pillows, curtains. I can place an order!!! ha-ha (but I would) The bag is lovely and you did a great job–I LOVE CK—-the patterns are precious, just like YOU!
xo
Joann
Rose Fern says
Wonderful craft, Morwenna!And such a nice fabric.
But I was wondering…are you happy with your sewing machine? Have you encountered any problems? Because I'm thinking of buying one myself and this is one of the models I'm considering. Looking forward to your feedback!